Execution
I had a nightmare last night. As in kahit nagising ako at natulog ulit, nagtuloy-tuloy pa din.
I was going to be executed daw. Ala akong maalala as to what crime but it was something petty. I was minutes away from being hanged. May mass pa daw prior to the execution. May isa or dalawa pang tao na iexecute kasabay ko. I anxiously waited for the time (3pm) hoping that some authority would call to stop the execution pero wala. Sumilip pa daw ako sa chapel during the mass (weird). Tapos I had to change into prison clothes (or the clothes i had to wear pag inexecute ako) when I remembered about my laptop bag which contained my wallet and passport (NZ passport na daw). Pinakuha ko daw kay Allan Escultura para dalhin sa akin para mabigay ko sa nanay ko. Tapos dun sa bihisan, andun si Ate Bethchay at may banner pa in support of me (The Voice…something). Then parating daw ang nanay at tatay ko at si Mean. Kasi un na lang ung time for me to see them before ako patayin. All the while ang worry ko daw is baka masakit ung pag execute sa akin and the fact na kung malalaman or makikita ko ba ang mangyayari sa family ko pag namatay na ako. THen I had to change my clothes, doon ako nagising kasi narealize kong panaginip lang un and that I have to wake up. Ganoon kasi ako pag nananaginip ng masama, I will myself to wake up pag tipong may naramdaman akong physical movement. Kung di ko nagawa un kanina, ewan ko na lang. Honest, natakot ako.
It was 430am. I grabbed my phone and texted two friends from home na alam kong gising pa that time (thanks Pibs and Mama Reg!). Both responded within minutes and asked me to pray, drink some water and go back to sleep. Think happy thoughts daw.
It took me a while to get back to sleep. Nagtuloy ang dream pero without the execution part (but somewhat related). I finally woke up at 730am.
Tonight, I will make sure that I will think happy thoughts (read: watch more Gilmore Girls on You Tube).
